I'm Victor, and so far, I'm 20. I'm made up of assorted opposites and in-betweens. This is where I think, where I chill, where I worry, where I speak, where I am. I've got no guarantee that I'll be interesting, but listen if you want to. Ask/tell me stuff here.

15th May 2012

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There is no such thing, but if you insist on presupposing a universal morality, then the answer is simply this: Be good.
— Coke Talk’s response to an anon asking, “What’s the right way to live?”

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26th August 2011

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In the Fall of Gravity by Ron Cole

A wizard and his traveling companion discuss the nature of life and consciousness.

(note: As they wax philosophic, consider that this was also all done by one man.)

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3rd May 2011

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So: My portfolio for Humanities is due tomorrow. I didn’t finish the journals, nor is my research paper complete. That’ll be fixed soon. Exams are soon. May 5-11. I’m actually excited that it’ll be over soon. I’m actually scared as fuck that it’ll be over soon because well fuck, it’s finals. My mom and dad are hanging out with her high school friend and her husband in NYC. They’re coming over and hanging out here too.  Yes, at midnight. My mom wants my sister and I to dress up nice. Yes, at midnight. They’re here. No matter what, I don’t think I won’t get much sleep. I think my little beard thing is the only thing on my face that tells people that I actually have a chin, or a jawline at that.

So:

  • My portfolio for Humanities is due tomorrow. I didn’t finish the journals, nor is my research paper complete. That’ll be fixed soon.
  • Exams are soon. May 5-11. I’m actually excited that it’ll be over soon. I’m actually scared as fuck that it’ll be over soon because well fuck, it’s finals.
  • My mom and dad are hanging out with her high school friend and her husband in NYC.
  • They’re coming over and hanging out here too. 
  • Yes, at midnight.
  • My mom wants my sister and I to dress up nice.
  • Yes, at midnight.
  • They’re here.
  • No matter what, I don’t think I won’t get much sleep.
  • I think my little beard thing is the only thing on my face that tells people that I actually have a chin, or a jawline at that.

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24th April 2011

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So today was pretty interesting:

  • Hung out with my parents today.
  • Went to Sapporo in NYC, decided against the biggest-bowl-of-ramen-ever Sapporo Special, opted for the smaller Miso Ramen and a side of pork over rice, thinking it was gonna be smaller.
  • I was wrong.
  • Walked it off getting to Bryant Park, and in no particular order, threw some coins backwards into the fountain, left as soon as the cop said the place was closed, and made some wishes.
  • Mixed plattahs at 53rd and 6th, got three for my family and I.

Some good news:
1. Thought about life, about what in the hell I’m supposed to be doing here, about what I can do to to help those around me, and reminded myself of what I wanted in life. Then 2 happened.
3. Changing it.

Some bad:
2. Thought about life, about what in the hell I’m supposed to be doing here about what I can do to to help those around me, and reminded myself of what I wanted in life. Then realized I did approximately jack shit to get any of it done. Then 3 happened.

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16th April 2011

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In no particular order, the past however long it’s been was good.

  • My dad was in NYC helping with a friend, you can guess what he was able to buy.
  • Yesterday, the cherry blossom trees in our backyard are in bloom, and despite that my camera is crap, I really wanted to get a picture of them before it changed.
  • Passed by the architect girl on campus.
  • Got a picture of the sunrise before getting on the train.

In other news, spring’s pretty much arrived:

  • Summer dresses everywhere.
  • Awesome weather.
  • Students frolicking on the campus green.
  • Ice cream truck is making its rounds.
  • Allergies.

Hooray?

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    4th April 2011

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    For the time being,

    Love is stupid to me. Whoever’s reading this might think that I mean something else when I say stupid. Whatever it is, it probably isn’t that. Just feeling annoyed. I should note that I’m glad for every single happy couple out there, really. Even those of you who aren’t yet at that couple status yet. Congratulations on finding love, congrats on couple status, otherwise, congrats on getting that journey started. Carry on with whatever it is you type of people do.

    But what the fuck. There’s honestly no purpose in me thinking about it. Other people are just fine, not thinking about it. It doesn’t cross their mind at least several times a day. I’m single, always have been, and I’m sure I’ll be spending at least the next few years that way. So far, my love life is following the same pattern as my dad’s, so if that’s true, it seems I’ll be clear for the next decade. Practicality tells me that time’ll best be used studying, if not working, for whatever my future will be like, and whoever’s gonna be there. This is why love is so annoying to me right now. It’s not a priority, and since it appears I’m not the type of person who’ll have that priority any time soon, I shouldn’t even be thinking about it that way.

    Messing with my damn day.

    Note to self: Whose Line Is It Anyway? heals all wounds.

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    3rd April 2011

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    This weekend:

    Good news:

    • FLASH Dance Competition was awesome. My measure of how an event went depends on how much of my voice I lost. Damn good night.
    • I decided to use a camcorder, and a stand. Besides that I regrettably wasn’t able to record everyone, it went smoothly.
    • Recognized I’ve got a bit of a system when it comes to recording.
    • WOD was in Cali on Saturday. Still gotta watch the videos.
    • Went to NYC with my dad and sister to eat at a restaurant with our cousin and her boyfriend. Actually ate more than usual there.
    • Went with my sister and dad to SoHo. So many well-dressed people with pompous attitudes - SO MANY HIPSTERS. I SAW THEM IN THEIR NATURAL ENVIRONMENT.
    • Got a messenger bag from UNIQLO. Gonna use it for school. Yay?
    • Finally found the cables and whatnot to upload the videos.
    • Broken LCD screen resulting from dropping the camera in the middle of uploading aside, the camera’s still working fine. 

    Bad news:

    • Spent a whole night sleeping when I could’ve uploaded the videos.
    • Spent money.
    • Dropped the camera, broke the screen.
    • Just remembered how fuzzed up and pixelated the videos are.
    • The audio for every single video is out of sync. Not so sure if I’ll be able to upload them, if not any time soon.

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